Friday, 19 October 2007

Perfection

tonight i look at myself in the mirror,
outward appearences hide me well,
for what i really am, only i can tell.

i smile when i see your face,
what you have to say, i with patience hear,
only to wait until you have gone away,
to burn in anger, hate and fear.

i cannot play with words, like you
i cannot make a friend out of every stranger,
i cannot see the world like you,
to me, it lacks that essential glimmer.

everyday, i hope against hope,
to someday, take my life into my own hands,
and fashion it into what i want,
An image of you - PERFECTION

tis a loosing battle, and i invariably fail,
slowly, glimmering hope turns frail,
replaced by seething jealousy, envious green,
i hate who you are and what i cannot become.

Once again i realize, i am no one.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i cannot play with words, like you
i cannot make a friend out of every stranger,
i cannot see the world like you,
to me, it lacks that essential glimmer.


You sure you weren't talking about me? :P

Ok, I fail to comprehend why half the youth is behind attaining perfection. But anyway, you're a genius. Not cos you're perfect, but cos your poem was super sexy - with lines like tis a loosing battle and outward appearances hide me well! :D

But there was a place where you happily went wrong - everyone can configure or fashion their life the way they want it to be.

Otherwise, good job for a first time blogger. Kudos! :P